Since everything is going as scheduled...I will be starting my HCG experience on the 18th! Only 5 days away! I'm actually nervous. I'm trying to imagine how hard it is going to be. Will it curb my appetite like it says? Will it even work for me? At this point I kind of feel like this is my last option! I'm hoping that will be enough motivation to get me through it! I will be taking measurements Friday the 17th to see what my at home measurements are. Everyone measures different and my loving fiancé will be the one responsible for that!

The most popular question I am always asking myself is "What will I look like when/if I lose the 55lbs I am wanting to lose???"

In a way it's a scary thought! I've been big for so long...I don't know what being thin would look like....what if it's not as great as I'm imagining???? What if I lose the weight and I'm still not happy with the way I look?? what then??? I guess that's the nerves talking, but I have been pretty anxious!! 5 more days!!!